Friday, July 23, 2010


I'm having a hard time letting go. This sweetie pie is my last baby...not because I don't want more, I think I would have a 4th (hubby thinks he would not), but because it would not be ideal for me to have any more c-sections. So, I am having a hard time letting go of all the baby milestones....a really hard time. I can literally feel my body clinging to him and wanting to hold him all the time like a newborn. I want him to sleep on me constantly and need me all the time (which isn't necessarily true because I do like a little freedom in my day). This weekend will mark baby hitting a new milestone....crib out of our room and into his room. We should have done this months ago but I love having him close to me. My heart is sad, I REALLY don't want to move him out of our room, but I know it's time. I'm sad. But my sleeping self will be happy.

Happy Friday! Hope you have a wonderful summer weekend. Do something fun, even if it's making smores on your stove at home.


eva said...

Ah, I remember that being hard (moving to their room). Good luck. I am sure you'll all adjust well!

The Shaft's said...

You want my kid for the night? haha. We want to see you soon! xoxo